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[ He's already thinking about fighting again, when he's like this... But any complaints Kido has about that, she forces herself to keep it to herself, because what's the point of having the Personas if not to fight, especially after seeing what Terry's dragon is capable of. What's even the point of fighting, though, when they could all just stay indoors at night and not risk getting hurt... Stay tuned for next month, ig. ]

Don't push yourself to recover just to get beaten up again... You're ridiculously athletic, so I don't imagine it'd be hard for you to pick up any weapon to learn to fight with, but there's no reason for your Persona to be too far away, is there? Before, we used it as a distraction to get away, but if we're stronger, we wouldn't need to run anymore.

Ah...

[ Well, maybe Kido didn't see what happened. Maybe that's for the best. Terry doesn't really have it in him to argue right now, so he'll just pick apart the things that interests him more. ]

I never had anything personalized to be my own weapon, so I had to improvise a lot... like clothes hangers or umbrellas with a hook handle. The umbrellas were pretty fun to use though. I doubt they'd actually work against the shadow monsters, but I guess it'll be something to use... I could probably poke their eye out or something and run for it. That sounds the best way to handle it, right?

[ It sounds fun, but he won't say that. He'll laugh a little, even though it hurts through all the painkillers he's taken. ]

[ He wonders though... maybe Kido would know something. ]

... Vassago hasn't felt like coming out for a while now. It doesn't work no matter what I do.

Clothes hangers and umbrellas... Were you fighting off burglars, or what?

[ She'd let him have her umbrella, probably, but she doesn't think they'd be the sturdiest thing against fire breathing monsters. ]

Do you have your charm with you? Maybe it got damaged... I could fix it, if that's the case.

Kinda!

[ Using those two things against some sort of demigod sounds like the worst sort of matchup, but it's fine. He managed to hold them off. It's fine. ]

It's in the hoodie pocket. Second drawer.

[ And if Kido goes to get that out, she'll see that it's already been patched up with white flower designs. If she remembers Rei's hairpins, they're pretty much what they look like. A bit of washed out red peeks out from one of the patches, but it's easy to miss. Either way, the omamori itself looks fine. ]

[ It sounds like something an idiot would do, which, unfortunately, tracks. With a sigh, Kido gets up to retrieve the omamori, smiling a little when she sees the little stitched flowers, but then frowning a little, too. Keeping her back turned to Terry, she brings it up close to her face, trying to see if she can tell what that is by smell... it's probably blood, huh, no use fooling herself into thinking it's ketchup or something. ]

...Are you scared of it? Vassago.

No.

[ No hesitation. ]

Well, not anymore. He did a lot of good things when we were fighting the bird leader. Why? Do they not come out if I'm scared of them...? I was kinda afraid of summoning him when we went for recon, but he came out just fine back then...

I'm not sure if it has anthing to do with it.

[ She goes back to the chair beside his bed, holding the charm in her lap. ]

I was scolded by Akira for not getting along with my Persona, so I wondered if Vassago's not coming out because he's mad at you. Or the other way around.

Hm...

[ Terry looks up at the ceiling for a second or two before looking back down. ]

I can't think of anything on my end, so I guess it could be that Vassago is mad at me? For some... reason.

[ Because he nearly died maybe??? That's all Terry can think of. He didn't think he'd had to get along with his Persona though. And he's not sure what to think of that when Vassago tried biting his head off that one time. Despite how it seemed fine during the boss battle, he can't help but wonder... maybe it's best if they keep it something like a mutual business-like relationship.

... ]

Do you think he'll pop back up later?

[ It's not really hard to believe that Vassago is mad and Terry can't tell, because he couldn't tell all the 230495789 reasons Kido was mad at him before despite her blowing up in his face all the time, but she hopes they'll be able to get along and word things out. Mutual business-like relationship probably isn't the best way to do it... ]

Hopefully he will. Maybe he's just giving you the chance to rest, since it takes so much energy to maintain Personas. Can you feel him at all?

[ Search your soul... or something ]

[ Haha what's a soul ]

Nope... I never really felt him there to begin with. Guess I'll just wait for him to come back.

[ Maybe it's because he's spiritually dull. ]

[ Maybe he's just dull. ]

At least you don't seem too worried about it... I won't worry too much over you either, then.

[ He's alive and that's the best outcome she can hope for, so honestly? Yeah. No more worrying; she'll turn her thoughts away from seeing people dead, and pick up one of the mochi to eat. ]

So you stay put, and if I hear anything interesting out on the street, I'll pass it onto you. Though, honestly, it's just school festival stuff now that everybody's getting their energy back...

A school festival?

[ Well, there's the word "festival" in it, so it sounds fun! But... ]

What's that? Is it something big? Are schools normally not busy like that?

I... guess? [ do colleges not have this sort of stuff? who knows ]

I've only been to one, but there's usually a lot of people. It's noisy and crowded... There's a lot of food, and you can play games too. Like a normal festival.

Wow...!

[ If only his eyes could sparkle, they'd be doing that right now. ]

That sounds like so much fun!

[ ... ]

I'll probably miss out, huh? I'll be here for a long time...

Yeah. Sucks to be you.

[ The mochi is pretty good. She makes a mental note to buy some tomorrow and bring it for the kids. ]

Not one for festivals, are you...

[ He supposes it's fine. He can look out the window, no problem. Terry looks over at Kido eating the mochi and thinks... What kind of life did she lead that had her dying twice? As much as he is curious, he wonders if that would be prying a little too much for someone like Kido, who seems to be more of a private person, as opposed to himself, who just blabs about nearly everything. His face is easy to read, seeing that he's glancing ahead when he isn't sneaking one over at Kido. ]

If I could go, would you go with me?

[ It's not as bad as it once was, but a crowd still always makes her nervous, more than the fact that she never went to school nor had these sort of experiences. Festivals are fine, if she has to go, but she has no burning desire for that sort of thing... Still, if it's something Terry's looking forward to and might motivate him to get better quicker, there's no reason to say no. ]

Sure. If you're okay to leave the hospital by then, I'll come pick you up, and we can go together.

[ It really would motivate him to better quicker, as if he wasn't doing enough of that already-- ]

Really?! I thought you didn't like them. If you don't want to go, you don't have to...

[ Kido startles at the outburst; he's already so energetic already, maybe he will make it in time for the festival. ]

It's fine! It's not like I hate them-- and didn't you want to go? You can't ask that and then take it back!

Yeah, but...

[ He kinda half-expected Kido to say no, so having that overturned really surprises him. ]

When is it anyway? My healing rate kinda sucks, so...

[ Don't ask things you don't mean!!! Kido huffs and takes another bite of mochi instead of answering right away. Healing rate... like he's some sort of videogame character... ]

It's next weekend... That's probably too soon for a full recovery, isn't it?

[ we all vidyas kido ]

Yeah... but I've been good so far. I think I can keep doing it like this. I haven't left the bed unless I really needed to, so I've been here all day. Resting all day... I wish I could play games while I waited.

[ He laughs a little, but wow the pain goes through all the painkillers. He definitely feels that. ]

So I'm glad you're here, also that I can see that you're doing fine.

[ Kido doesn't laugh. It's kind of hard to, in the hospital, even if she knows she should at least smile or something to put Terry at ease. ]

I was fine because I wasn't a front line fighter like you were, and because I could heal myself when I get hurt. Maybe I should've been looking after you more closely instead...

[ Then maybe he wouldn't have "died." There's a lot of maybes that could have been, but she shakes her head so she doesn't go down that rabbit hole. Maybe later, when she's in her room and is alone. ]

But it looks like it's pretty boring here, between sleeping and sitting... I don't know if you're interested in this sort of stuff, but I have a music player you could borrow, and a dart board, if you know how to play.

[ Playing darts sounds like a fun thing to do, except... Terry would have to retrieve the darts every time, and that's not something he can do when he's pretty much confined to his bed. He'd feel bad about asking Kido to get them every time too. She's not his gopher or anything. ]

... I was with Rei.

[ Terry isn't sure if Kido knows that Rei's main role was to heal, and if the healer couldn't heal someone she was with, it would have been an irreversible scenario--a one hit kill. Though he's still reluctant on giving Kido the full gruesome details, he's hoping that she could fill in some parts herself. ]

I've had a lot of time to think by myself... I was usually alone back home, since my friend wasn't around a lot, but being by myself here feels... different.

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