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Saki likes Kyousuke, but he likes her best friend, Kisa. If you switch the syllables, their names are kinda matching. That's cute. No wonder they're best friends. I hope the love triangle doesn't break their friendship. Kisa likes her homeroom teacher too... this really is like a drama.
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(The scribbled lines are very stressed into the paper, occasionally making holes.)
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8/1
I'm really happy here. Even when things get difficult, I have to tell myself to keep going, or it's all over. I'll keep living to the fullest, experience new things, and take down all the obstacles in my way. I'll do anything to keep the status quo right now.
I'm starting to feel like my original by writing things down like this as if it's the most natural thing in the world. I hate it. I hate it so much. I don't want to be anything like him. I love living my life, so it's safe to say that I'd rather die if I become anything more like him. When I'm alone in silence, it only leaves me to think about things I don't want to think about. Sometimes, when I look at Vassago, I
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(it's a very big :) drawn across the entire paper and a small "It'll be fine." in the corner)
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I hope Jace is doing fine back home. I never got to tell him where I went. At least his cats can keep him company when I'm not there. Maybe he can get married now since I'm no longer bumming off him. Let him find happiness and all that.
--Well, I was happy living with him too.
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(this is all in english cursive)
It's been about a month since I've been here. This doesn't seem to be 2029, so I wonder what it's like back there? Maybe the war could have started already if the time passes at a different pace. I don't want to leave here. If I go back, I might as well die anyway. I would no longer be able to die as myself... but then again, what is "myself" supposed to mean anyway? I'm a clone of Terrence Nowell, and everything about me has been borrowed from that person. The name isn't mine. The appearance isn't mine. Maybe... even the way I act isn't mine either. I'm supposed to be him, after all. I feel like a faceless form that's only meant to mimic someone else--someone that I'm supposed to be. Me being myself got in the way of a lot of things. It got in the way of everyone's plans, and it probably threw a wrench into the war plans that they carefully thought of to the point where they wanted to recreate a possible war leader candidate.
Maybe, this way, I'll never have to hear the audio diary entries again. I couldn't get rid of them back there. They always pop up in every phone I get, every technology that enables apps... it feels like a curse--a reminder that I'll never be free of how I'm supposed to be. The other demigods can continue to come at me to try and take me back by force, but I'll fight them off every time. I feel drained by it all. I feel so tired. The war is stupid. The entire situation is stupid.
A purpose in life no longer matters when you run away from it, so I'll just keep living my life aimlessly.
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i think i like someone but i cant tell i dont think i ever felt this way about someone before i dont know what to do i cant even tell anyone i think i fell in really hard
(it's supposed to be scribbled out, but the message is still readable)
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overstrain) wrote2019-08-02 12:26 pm
PAPERS KIDO GATHERED ON 8/2
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